The biggest battle with myself that is happening with quarantining is my own brain.
I feel like I am entering the final chapter of my ascension in the work I am doing.
I picture myself in my head, warrior women on both sides. All of these facets are a part of me, but some need to leave or “become smaller” as my therapist would say. The dark warrior women have my conditioned weaknesses and illnesses: insecurities, isolation, OCD, anxiety, fear, emotional extremes, judgement and more. The other side has warrior women who are pure goddesses, the all-knowing, all-powerful, all-loving parts of me.
What facets of your personality would be on each side while battling inside your brain?
Sometimes the dark side takes over. Life happens. Bad things, death, stress, traumas triggered, war, health problems, financial problems, relationship drama, the list goes on.
Each time we come face-to-face with who we are, who we once were, and who we could be.
I want to be more vulnerable. I want to put myself out there wholly without judgement to share my expertise and knowledge. Hell, I made it my full-time job to step into my truth so I could lead others into it as well.
This isn’t an on/off switch. This is constant battles, reflections and revelations. It is a self-awareness that is not damaging, but eye-opening. It is accountability with boundaries. It is a balancing act that we can’t master alone.
As this pandemic goes on, I feel myself getting stronger, letting go of old fears and letting the love for myself and knowledge grow.
Now is the perfect time to decide who you want to be.
Who could you be if you let go of any preconceived notions of what makes you, you? Have you got it in you to fight your demons, balance your shadows and listen to your soul so that the real you can exist on this plane? Are you ready for this journey? I know it’s the only way I want to live and I will never stop fighting for my soul’s peace.